Mon, Aug 27th - 9:53PM

Well I found out late this evening I am to be at my doctor’s office at 3pm Oct. 15 and will go in the hospital the 16th. I also have to get in touch with and make an appointment with Dr. Lenard Kranzler and out neurosurgeon.

I will try and keep you updated as I find out everything. Thank you for all your prayers.

Thu, Aug 23rd - 10:37PM

Why Fear???

Fear Not

Gen 15:1 (KJV) After these things the word of the LORD came unto Abram in a vision, saying,
Fear not, Abram: I am thy shield, and thy exceeding great reward.

Gen 21:17 (KJV) And God heard the voice of the lad; and the angel of God called to Hagar
out of heaven, and said unto her, What aileth thee, Hagar?
Fear not; for God hath heard the voice of the lad where he is.

Gen 26:24 (KJV) And the LORD appeared unto him the same night, and said,
I am the God of Abraham thy father:
Fear not, for I am with thee, and will bless thee,
and multiply thy seed for my servant Abraham's sake.

Gen 46:3 (KJV) And he said, I am God, the God of thy father:
Fear not to go down into Egypt; for I will there make of thee a great nation:

Exo 20:20 (KJV) And Moses said unto the people,
Fear not: for God is come to prove you, and that his fear may be before your faces, that ye sin not.

Deu 1:21 (KJV) Behold, the LORD thy God hath set the land before thee:
go up and possess it, as the LORD God of thy fathers hath said unto thee;
Fear not, neither be discouraged.

Deu 20:3 (KJV) And shall say unto them, Hear, O Israel, ye approach this
day unto battle against your enemies: let not your hearts faint,
Fear not, and do not tremble, neither be ye terrified because of them;

Deu 31:6 (KJV) Be strong and of a good courage,
Fear not, nor be afraid of them: for the LORD thy God, he it is that
doth go with thee; he will not fail thee, nor forsake thee.

Deu 31:8 (KJV) And the LORD, he it is that doth go before thee;
he will be with thee, he will not fail thee, neither forsake thee:
Fear not, neither be dismayed.

Josh 10:25 (KJV) And Joshua said unto them,
Fear not, nor be dismayed, be strong and of good courage: for thus
shall the LORD do to all your enemies against whom ye fight.

Judg 6:23 (KJV) And the LORD said unto him, Peace be unto thee;
Fear not: thou shalt not die.

Samuel said unto the people,
Fear not: ye have done all this wickedness: yet turn not aside from
following the LORD, but serve the LORD with all your heart;

2 Ki 6:16 (KJV) And he answered,
Fear not: for they that be with us are more than they that be with them.

1 Chr 28:20 (KJV) And David said to Solomon his son,
Be strong and of good courage, and do it:
Fear not, nor be dismayed: for the LORD God, even my God,
will be with thee; he will not fail thee, nor forsake thee,
until thou hast finished all the work for the service of the house of the LORD.

2 Chr 20:17 (KJV) Ye shall not need to fight in this battle: set yourselves,
stand ye still, and see the salvation of the LORD with you, O Judah and Jerusalem:
Fear not, nor be dismayed; to morrow go out against them: for the LORD will be with you.

Isa 35:4 (KJV) Say to them that are of a fearful heart, Be strong,
Fear not: behold, your God will come with vengeance, even God with a
recompense; he will come and save you.

Isa 41:13-14 (KJV) For I the LORD thy God will hold thy right hand, saying unto thee,
Fear not; I will help thee. {14} Fear not, thou worm Jacob, and ye men of Israel;
I will help thee, saith the LORD, and thy redeemer, the Holy One of Israel.

Isa 43:1 (KJV) But now thus saith the LORD that created thee,
O Jacob, and he that formed thee, O Israel,
Fear not: for I have redeemed thee, I have called thee by thy name; thou art mine.

Isa 44:2 (KJV) Thus saith the LORD that made thee, and formed thee
from the womb, which will help thee;
Fear not, O Jacob, my servant; and thou, Jesurun, whom I have chosen.

Isa 54:4 (KJV) Fear not; for thou shalt not be ashamed:
neither be thou confounded; for thou shalt not be put to shame:
for thou shalt forget the shame of thy youth, and shalt not
remember the reproach of thy widowhood any more.

Jer 40:9 (KJV) And Gedaliah the son of Ahikam the son of Shaphan
sware unto them and to their men, saying,
Fear not to serve the Chaldeans: dwell in the land, and serve the
king of Babylon, and it shall be well with you.

Jer 46:27 (KJV) But Fear not thou, O my servant Jacob, and be
not dismayed, O Israel: for, behold, I will save thee from afar off, and thy
seed from the land of their captivity; and Jacob shall return, and be in
rest and at ease, and none shall make him afraid.

Dan 10:12 (KJV) Then said he unto me,
Fear not, Daniel: for from the first day that thou didst set
thine heart to understand, and to chasten thyself before thy God,
thy words were heard, and I am come for thy words.

Dan 10:19 (KJV) And said, O man greatly beloved,
Fear not: peace be unto thee, be strong, yea, be strong. And when he had spoken unto me,
I was strengthened, and said, Let my lord speak; for thou hast strengthened me.

Joel 2:21 (KJV) Fear not, O land; be glad and rejoice: for the LORD will do great things.

Zec 8:13 (KJV) And it shall come to pass, that as ye were a curse among
the heathen, O house of Judah, and house of Israel; so will I save you, and ye shall be a blessing:
Fear not, but let your hands be strong.

Mat 1:20 (KJV) But while he thought on these things, behold, the angel
of the Lord appeared unto him in a dream, saying, Joseph, thou son of David,
Fear not to take unto thee Mary thy wife: for that which is conceived in her is of the Holy Ghost.

Mat 10:28 (KJV) And Fear not them which kill the body, but are not able
to kill the soul: but rather fear him which is able to destroy both
soul and body in hell.

Mat 28:5 (KJV) And the angel answered and said unto the women,
Fear not ye: for I know that ye seek Jesus, which was crucified.

Luke 1:30 (KJV) And the angel said unto her,
Fear not, Mary: for thou hast found favour with God.

Luke 2:10 (KJV) And the angel said unto them,
Fear not: for, behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people.

Luke 5:10 (KJV) And so was also James, and John, the sons of Zebedee,
which were partners with Simon. And Jesus said unto Simon,
Fear not; from henceforth thou shalt catch men.

Luke 8:50 (KJV) But when Jesus heard it, he answered him, saying,
Fear not: believe only, and she shall be made whole.

Luke 12:7 (KJV) But even the very hairs of your head are all numbered.
Fear not therefore: ye are of more value than many sparrows.

Luke 12:32 (KJV) Fear not, little flock; for it is your Father's
good pleasure to give you the kingdom.

John 12:15 (KJV) Fear not, daughter of Sion: behold, thy King cometh, sitting on an ass's colt.

Acts 27:24 (KJV) Saying, Fear not, Paul; thou must be brought before Caesar:
and, lo, God hath given thee all them that sail with thee.

Rev 1:17 (KJV) And when I saw him, I fell at his feet as dead.
And he laid his right hand upon me, saying unto me,
Fear not; I am the first and the last:

Thu, Aug 9th - 12:17AM

Hey I just dropped in to say hello. I still have a few things to do before I can have the surgery. I wish it was soon the longer it takes the more time I have to think. And that is never good, for me at any rate. I begain to think on all the things that could happen. That is never a good thing to do.

I know God is on charge so why do I do this to myself?  This is a question I find I am asking myself often. I do not talk about   my fears with family and friends because I seem to be the one holding them up. I think on things the doctor said, and I wonder HOW can they do surgery with out a dire outcome. I hear Gods voice telling me all will be well, and yet there is another voice that is constantly wispering are you sure. I respond YES I AM! But sometimes it appears that the fleashly part of me is winng the battle, NOT the war but the battle I am fighting at tgat time.

Please keep me ever in prayer.