Thu, Jun 21st - 11:12PM

Well Brothers & Sisters since I last posted, the doctor I am seeing here admitted he reckons the doctor he wanted me to see in Texas must have retired. Dr. Whit never did give me Dr. DeZoppas first name and that still bothers me.

He had his nurse tell me I could go to Minnesota, Az. or Fl.. as an after thought threw in AL. After much prayer Kenny & I decided to go with Doctor McKay McKinnon in Chicago Il. After all he has to be good to have been on discovery health channel

He did surgery on a woman with a 200 pound tumor in her stomach, a man with the tumors on both sides of his face and a girl who could have been my double. The results were astounding, I KNOW that he can only do what God allows him to. But I trust this man and feel it is where God wants me to be.

My doctor DID NOT try to set an appointment for me he just faxed what he had on me to McKinnon’s office. So after learning of this I decided to fax Dr. McKinnon my self and send him some pictures of myself.

Please be in prayer that if this be Gods will that He will intervene for me and I will hear from Dr. McKay soon. Doctor White has never heard of Dr. McKinnon so he is not to happy with my choice. I feel if I had went with any He chose that he would have made an appointment for me, and not left me hanging.

Thank each of you for your prayers.. May God bless & keep you always; all the way.

Tue, Jun 12th - 2:44PM

PRAYER

Brothers & Sisters ,

It has been a long time since my last post, I did not realize how long until I logged on. There has been a lot going on in my life as of late, I will not go into it all.

I have a really big decision to make with Gods help. I am asking for each of your prayers, so that I may make the right choice. The one God would have me to ..

I have to have a major surgery to remove a fibroid tumor in the roof of  mouth and one in the back of my throat. The doctor I saw here says I could bleed out on the table, so he suggested I go to Texas and see a doctor there. there is one in Il. that is also familar with neurofibromatosis. I feel led to go to Texas but I guess I want assurance I am making the right  choice

I know and Kenny knows that God will bring me through it all. If God should choose to take me home I will be there waiting for you all.

Either way Kenny will be unable to be with me, so that is really bothering me, and I know it has him upset. But we just do not have the money for him to go. And then there is our animals. If I understand right I may be there three to four weeks.

There would be no one to care for my puppies and birds. Espically my little poodle that stays in the house for she will not have anything to do with anyone but us.

So please keep me in prayer. I am being so sefish and I ask God to forgive me.......A lady Kenny works with is going through something so much worse than I. Her husband needs a liver transplant and he is way down on the list and is in really bad shape. So please lift Jessicas family up to God