Fri, Mar 28th - 2:07PM
notes to self
realize that;you are in a realionship with a living spirit that you cannot see yet with your physical eyes,trust;this invisible spiritwith your life because he is your life,know:that he loves you imperfections and everything and its a new day a new beginning,know:he will get you through this,grow:do your part in the realionship by bible study,prayer,getting together in a group with other believers,dont rely on feelings thoughts,expierences,your wisdom or the self, do rely on gods word its the only truth there is rely on faith,believingthat god is your friend he will provide and meet your every need,look at your view how do you see god as a trusted friend or an enemy which do you want him to be you diecide make him your trusted friend,are you looking for the good things are you thankful to god when you find them,learn to love him,give 10 percent of your effort and time till you can make time to do mor truley love people helping them and sharing in there life too,reasearch jesus christ on computer in books however you have to to find out if what he says is true, do you realley know for sure,look take time find out,realionships to anyone take time effort commitiment and trust work on this realionship, look for answers and never give up.be happy god has given you time on earth to be happy,you have a choice,he has given you gifts the gift of salvatiion by his death and ressurection,the gift of free choice to do good or evil,positive hope or negativity which leads to death it is your choice,gifts of loved ones for a short time pets for a short time dont take them for gtranted, if you are alive and reading this then you know that jesus christ the god of abraham issac and jacob is here for you wants to love you wants a realionship with you and wants to show you his grace mercy and goodness so let him,accept him accept what he has done be happy and thankful being with him the master of death and hell beats the alternitive any day and god is good loving kind merciful and compassionate open your eyes look around find the goodness search for it it is there he is still the god of miracles and never sleeps still doing amazing stuff,if you thought parting the red sea was something you aint seen nothing yet hes done alot more then that, do what leads to joy ,(music,outings,clean fun)do what leads to peace(siting by a water fall or in the woods relaxing reading the good book like the psalms which help,and edification if it isnt positive and uplifiting why bother with it stay away form negative people that drag you down ,esp in the work place, negative dark places that seem fun for a time but then agravating later on enjoy life thats what it is for, a case for faith by lee strobel , evidence that demans a verdict,your best life now, read good uplifitng stuff it will make you feel better, and hang in there i promise and i can keep this one if you just believe miracles will happen praise the living lamb of god
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Thu, Mar 20th - 2:06PM
friends
jesus friends wernt perfect im not either when i think i have it all figured out im usally wrong when i rely on me and not him im definatly wron his freinds had a bad reputation, they were the forgooten,lonely people, they were out laws and out cast, women and men that the better quility of chruch folks didnt want to have anything to do with,some of the church folks loved and followed him to though,think about who his friends really were and who and what he made this scrafice for,people no different then,then we are now,full of pride anger resentment at the establishment, people who partyed way to much,people just like us i have come to realize that the people in the bible are and were real people,folks with problems some very serious problems that only jesus could do anything about, and jesus he steped up to the plate,he dealt with so many problems and so much sickness and death ,how did it effect him? im sure he wasnt happy about the choices people were making choices to ruin the very life he came to save but he let them fall flat on their face and sometimes when the fell hard enough they made a choice to turn their life over to the only one who realley cares,the one who listens the only one with any real power to change anything, he is the one who can change a life,i cant save myself by good deeds prayer or wishful thinking, i cant save my nineteen year old daughter and her boyfriend and make them make the right choices in life i can only opray that god in his mercy will step in and change them,only the god man who was nailed to a wooden cross on calvery and rose agin can save a person or even heal a person in a lasting way , this was so hard for me to accept ,that no matter how much i preached jesus at her she didnt want no part of the only one who can and would save her from herself our enemy that is holding her hostage,and wrong choices,it is hard to accept an atheist,but i love her enough to respect her choice and pray and seek and wait and see if god heals her answers moms prayer to save her and love her anyway god chooses every single day to love anyway the people who choose to hate him, he makes the choice everyday to give to them even when they dont see what he gives, he makes the choice everyday to love em anyway hoping hey maybe the will change there mind and find out the truth that god isnt out to destroy them that god isnt hating them and doing things to get even,thats the enemys job to hurt and he does,but god heals loves cares and waits,waits for you to accept him,waits for you to decide to love him back,waits for you to decide if you want to care about him to ,when you do and you keep seeking him he gives new direction love joy peace and a life one that you did not know could happen, i only pray wait and watch and hope jesus christ will deliver candice and her boyfriend before it is two late to choose another direction, i trust he has heard me and he will so now i have a night of waiting it may be a long time but you watch i have confidence the real jesus christ will step in he will deliver her after all he deilivered me , i have confidence and trust in his abilitie to do ths i have confidence in his willingness to do this becusaes he died for her and i trust he will ill get an anser to this one ohhhh yeah watch and see
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Thu, Mar 20th - 1:40PM
funny thing about cats
i was so lonely god provided a cat that had been abondoned and starved and hurt he is so loveable and returns my love with no strings no motives nothing he just loves me hes teaching me that god also loves me with no strings no bad motives no special conditions,he choose the cross,he choose to give me a new beggining by resurrecting from the dead,my best days realley are ahead of me,not behind hes teaching me through a poor helpless animal how helpless i realley am without him, hes teaching me that he gave man free will the right to choose,neglect abondon, him . im learning that he will teach me his way not my way if im but willing to let him,if im willing to listen and come to the cross,seek his face confess sin and get his forgiveness,he is such wonderful love,i have found that jesus christ is my best friend the one who wont dump me and walk away, the one who realley does care,the one who showers me with the blessings i accept, sometimes he surprises me,hes very creative,i didnt expect this cat, it showed up rubbed its head aginst my legs meowing and wouldnt give up until he got into my heart, jesus wont give up either.hes also in my heart i love reading his word listening to christian music and knowing hes not far from every one of us knowing hes here and i have a safe harbor from the storms,hes what i want to cling to,im so much happier with jesus christ in my life happier then ive ever been in the past, i get things backword confused and mixed up sometimes but he brings clarity and focus in my life,hes genuine,himself,mot put on,just a gennuine caring friend, with my best interest at heart, ive never met anyone who cares as much as he does, he supplies my needs,prayers get answers and ive seen miracles, lots of them he has made a way when there wasnt one,he is showing me there are good people bad people mixed up confused people after all the friends jesus choose in the past were like me they were perfect, they were common people working everyday to support there families yet some of them choose death rather then deny him,one even had a devil in her but jesus saved her this tells me he can and will save anyone that is willing to accept him as lord devils obey him,nature obeys him, and everything in this life should worship and praise jesus christ who else would choose a beating who esle would willing choose to wear a crown of horribe thorns biting into their scalp and rendering so much horrible pain,who else would choose nails pounded into their hands and feet,such imense pain he did it willingly ,never forget how much his love for you cost him how he did this on purpose rather then lose you to a firery horrible hell,choosing to take a chance to be rejected a milliion times over he choose it show me another one who loves you so much if you can find one show me,i dont think you ll ever find one as loving brave and kind as our saviour full of mercy grace love and truth the day he rose from the dead was the best day of my life and i wasnt even born yet becuse it gives me so much hope that a better way better day better life is coming and i am loved cared for and wanted, prasie him who rose agin so that i can have a great new life and make good positive choices the choice to live the choice to find peace and happiness the choict to read about him know him and care in return i can never ever repay jesus christ for every wonderful thing hes done theres to many to count but i thankg god for jesus christ, have a happy easter think about why we have easter because smile kid jesus loves you
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Wed, Mar 19th - 4:41AM
life happenings
i have been getting alot of answers to prayer,my life has totally changed from 3 months ago,my mother unfornatly is now under the complete control of my sister,who for some reason will not let anyone realley talk to mom including me,all calls are monitorierd ,there have been some lies told about famly members and quite frankly it is getting ugly,mom has bad alshiemers deiase,losing her bowls,has had a major stroke, and cannot walk. she is totally dependand on my sister,she was also somewhat dependant on me, shes 88 yrs old, my sister and i now are not communacating becuse she wants everything in the house that belongs to mom for her and her kids and wants me to have nothing and most of the stuff in the house has been here for the duration of the time i lived here and took care of mom and it is the things i need to survive with ,on the good side i had a 1400 dollar bill that i have been praying about paid,all but 135.00 and ive been adopted by a stray cat i named samson,and me and my daughter speak sometimes so i am getting answers to my prayers i dont know gods will at this point but hopefully he will show me how to figure it all out and i got moved to a new line at work so new job situation for now and im hanging in there hope oyu are too have a nice day
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Tue, Mar 4th - 1:18PM
learning who my friend is
recently i have discovered that alot of people in my life have moved on or died,alot of them are so caught up in the cares worries riches of this life that they run around like chickens with their heads cut off forgetting what matters most this is a hard battle to keep believing no matter waht i see feel or expierence but i have to press on and move foward to be a mature christian,i thank jesus christ for the strength,faith,hope,and love i have discovered he is the one person in my life that wont leave and make me feel as if no one cares his word is truth i started reading the psalms agin i love them for some reason i feel better after reading them, if i can keep my eyes on him and not on the circumstances surrounding my life then ill win the fight,i heard from my daughter for the first tiem in months and had to be the bearer of bad news to tell her her aunt katie passed from cancer and i didnt know where she was at the tiem and then to tell her her uncle is now dying of the same thing cancer, it is hard for her as she is a non believer i keep her in my prayers as well,havnt heard from mom since her stroke except for 2 times in about 3 months im also playing christian music which seems to help keep faith and patientce and keep my attittude more positive as i go through losing my family which i feel i have pretty much done,they dont want much to do with me and i dont know why or what i have done so in the end god will have to sort it out im trusting him here and now to take care of my family friends co workers my life is a mess i have always relied on the self and the self has so let me down then there came a time when all i had was jesus christ i cant rely on or even trust the self anymore, so im hitting the bottom and learning to realize the one person i have is jesus christ and his word ,im not sure where this will take me in life,knowing that no matter what happens in this life he is all i realley have everything else can fall apart and leave but he is here and im not letting him leave and i refuse to give him up,nothing can seperate me from him sin is trying,evil is trying,but they lose he died and rose agin and eventully after this battle is won i will have a life worth living im counting on it i praise the lamb had he not died and rose agin thered be no chance thank god he choose the cross
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