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It is not just for women to feel that way. People tease me a bit because of the odd hours I am blogging, searching, reading and experiencing. Knowing what I do, I actually have to pull myself away in order to get a reasonable amount of sleep. My life is in constant turmoil, but this small time of sharing and thinking and praying even small prayers is becoming a part of my life I do not care to forsake. Rather, I want more of it, and want it to be deeper and more meaningful. The fear that gnaws at me at times is the concerns of this world that might get in the way of that being so, and my understanding that I may have no way to circumvent these pressures. Still, I struggle and try and yes, weep that it is not better still...
Be Blessed and Keep Plugging,
Mel
2005-12-29 01:44:28 Posted by Mel ()
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The testimony that she gave is like the mirror image of my past 5 years. give or take some vague details. She put into words what i could not. I have 4 children, all 5 and under, no twins, just consecutive pregnancies since 2000. That is how i feel, empty and alone, except, my husband is a believer who doesnt care for going to church or praying or worship. He says God has him where He wants him. and i tell him that that is not scriptural, that it is God's desire that we are ever growing in Christlikeness, that the Holy Spirit cannot transform us if we are not willing, but that does me no good either when, he still doubts the authority of the Word.
i fell away after i got married and started having kids. my prayers have been so empty and self-centered, its all i can do sometimes, just to "bargain" with GOD that MY pain will stop. Like the testimony, there is unrest in all areas of my life as well, financial, physical, marital, emotional. spiritual...blah blah blah blah! But her testimony gives me hope, because i have been praying again and He has this last week answered those prayers, I know HE is faithful and I also know HE means business when He speaks about avoiding the thousands of possible things you could turn into an idol, things you put above GOD. thank you for sharing that testimony! PRAISE GOD!!!!
2006-01-01 16:44:48 Posted by Sarai thumbalina ()
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