Thu, Oct 5th - 11:01PM

It's me Lord..

I decided that I need to put down everything that I am feeling on paper, but realizing that I haven't written a full paragraph in yrs decided to use my keyboard:)

my friend LInda, told me that she writes to God everyday.. I haven't really thoght about it 'till then..and here I am ..

Hi God, it's been so long that I have spoken to you..I am not sure how to start.. I kinda want to stop here.. I am sorry.  You know I have so many things that I want to say. I am scared that if I do start to tell you everything that is bottled inside me, well I will give up in seeing all my life in paper.

Let me start by telling you THANKS. You have been so good to me. You have given to me more than I deserve, which is nothing. You have me here in this earth, in this time for a reason.. and I don't know why but THANKS.. Thank you for everything. YOu are wonderful.

ok God I honestly think that this can work out.. give me time to open up to you.. and with time I know that things will change.. I am so tired Lord.. tears trying to break in.. ok for now:) thanks:) I love you always.