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    edwina s poem
          as i wait out the day
           to end,
           and hold onto the fading light of dusk,
           i am reminded
          of my life ,
          that is in
          twilight of the years,
           and yearning for the son to appear..

    Mon, Jun 11th - 5:05AM



    HELLO EVERYONE WHO HAPPENS TO LOOK THIS WAY TO READ THIS PROBABLY BOREING BLOG BY MYSELF.....HA HA!!

    GOD IS GOOD TO ME!!!!

     OH YES, SOMETIMES I CAN BE PRETTY DEPRESSING IN POEMS BUT THATS HOW I GET  TO WRITE MY FEELINGS ABOUT WHATEVER IS HAPPENING AND IT HELPS SOMETIMES...

     I EXPECT I AM NOT THE ONLY ONE.

     LATELY I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO GET OVER A ALFUL FIBROMYALGIA FLAIR -UP FROM DOING WAYYY TOO MUCH.-

    . GOT TO LEAD 2 WOMAN INMATES TO THE LORD FRIDAY NIGHT AT THE JAIL HERE, AND THEN SAT HAD A YARD SALE AND THEN..

    . I MISSED CHURCH CAUSE I HURT SO BAD ALL OVER!! SIGH.STINKIN DEVIL!!!GRRRR

    I KNOW ITS AN ATTACK.

     ANYWAY I SOO LOVE TO GO TO WOMANS PRISONS AND SOULWIN AND TEACH.

     I RECENTLY GOT A PIT BULL DOG ABOUT 1 YEARS AND SOO MISTREATED,

    HE HAS BEEN  TOTALLY TRANSFORMED WITH LOVE AND GOOD FOOD.

     THEY HAVE SUCH A BAD RAP...

     KIND  OF LIKE HOW WE ALL ARE CHANGED BY GOD WHEN WE GET SAVED.:)
     AND NO- ITS NOT BY BAPTISM EITHER...

     ANYWAY JUST HOPING TO HAVE SOMEONE WRITE ME AND BE A FRIEND HERE

    AS I AM  ALWAYS LOOKING FOR NEW FRIENDS.

     OK?

     GOD BLESS YOU



    Comment (2)

    Sat, Nov 4th - 6:47AM



    SO TIRED.

     SO TIRED,

    WILL IT EVER END?

    THEY SAY IT WILL- AND I AGREE,

     MUCH LONGER I CANNOT LAST,

    I AM LOST IN  ALL THE PAIN ,

    I WANT TO LET IT GO,

     AND BE AT PEACE AND HAVE THE JOY

    THAT COMES IN HIS  DELIGHT!.

     FOR THERE IS NONE UPON THIS EARTH ,

    THAT GIVES ME HOPE TO FIGHT.....

     THIS DEADLY ILLNESS SEEPING IN,

    HAS MY COURAGE FADING PAST.

     I AM TOO WEAK TO GO ALONE,

     SO COME LORD -

    PLEASE COME  FAST!



    Comment (1)

    Fri, Nov 3rd - 11:26AM



    I TRY TO PRAY BUT IT IS HARD,

    IT HURTS TO GET DOWN ON MY KNEES..

     

    AND   ALL MY

     MEDICINE ISNT  A CURE FOR TRIALS,

    AND HEARTBREAK OF THIS COLD DISEASE

     THAT LIES IN WAIT TO TAKE ME DOWN.

    I  JUST CANNOT ACCEPT THAT I AM DONE-

     THE PAIN SHOOTS THRU ME TILL I SCREAM,

    AND THEN ANOTHER TASTE OF PILL,

    THAT WONT GO DOWN, BUT I KNOW IT WILL...

    HOW CAN IT BE?

     ME ?

    - A CHRISTIAN WHO  HAS THIS WEAKNESS?

     AN  ALFUL SICK AND FEARFUL  CHILD

     OF THE ONE

    WHO MADE ME  SMILE

     IN OLD BEGOTTEN DAYS GONE BY

     WHEN I WAS SERVING ,    WINNING SOULS,!

     BUT NOW I AM  TO SICK  TO GO.

     I HATE THIS WHAT I HAVE BECOME!!

     I WANT TO STILL BE THERE TO HELP

     ANOTHER SOUL TO FIND THE WAY-

     

     AND YES-

    SOMEHOW I HAVE TO TRY

     TO GET BEYOND THIS CLOUD OF PAIN,

    THAT THREATENS ME

     WITH MORE TO COME

    AND THEN..I KNOW,

    I WILL WANT TO HIDE,

    UNDER THE COVERS LIKE A CHILD

     AGAIN.

     TO ESCAPE THE  LIFE

    THAT I HAVE NOW.

     



    Comment (2)

    Thu, Nov 2nd - 8:39PM



    its back.

     the alful black dispair

     that moves thru me and

     creates a void so dark-

     and growing in my heart

     that no medicine can

      stop this horrid  affair,

     with sadness deep and controlling there.

    i am wrung out,

     i am afraid

    of what ,i dont know

    but am

     aware ,

    that something is all around me now-

     the terrible fight or flight is there,

    making my insides quake with dread,.

     i want to run and hide! -

    but

     cant,

     cause the illness of my brain is real,

     and untill

     i get a touch from God-

    ill have this sickening  ,

    scary mind.

    i cant escape from...

     

     



    Comment (2)

    Mon, Oct 16th - 8:18PM



    there are two tiny eyes  that stare

     right thru me at times -

    i swear!

     and seem to really know that i

     am not the tough  human that tries,

     to be so firm when you want a treat-

     cause you know i will loose that feat!

    cause  then when you have finally won....

     youll  lay on  my bed with your sloppy bone...

     



    Comment (5)


    About Me

    Name: edwina fast
    ChristiansUnite ID: edwina
    Member Since: 2006-04-03
    Location: , Mississippi
    Denomination: ind baptist
    About Me: married 35 years, no kids, have 4 dogs and one cat. love soulwinning and prison ministry. gardening, crafts, painting.... reading.. meeting new people.:) and did i say , dogs?

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